Monday, January 24, 2011

AKU TAK PASTI

Berdiri di kala awan berarak..
haba menyapa dahi lalu berpeluh..
memandang ke laut yang berpasang surut..
cemburu kepada pohon nyur yang sentiasa melambai-lambai dek angin...

hati sering berkata-kata
mampukah aku..
layakkah aku..
mestikkah aku...

perjelas segalanya..
cinta  ini kian pudar..

tiada cinta...
tiada sayang lagi..

jiwa kosong...
ku tak mahu kau terluka..
aku tak mahu kau derita

aku tak pasti..
haruskah ku melepaskanmu agar kau berbahagia bersama yang lain.

iya..yang lain..
yang lebih sudi rela menerimamu seadanya...

diriku..berliku kekurangan..
kekhilafan..

janjiku..
akan ku biarkan kau menoktahkan segalanya
agar kau yang terasa selesa walau aku sudah lama melupus mu dari jiwaku.

aku mahu kau tahu
ku lakukkan untukmu...

2 comments:

  1. kak ika....ingat nie, yea.. (^_~)

    love is not a feeling
    Feeling is changeable.
    If you rely on your feeling, it can’t last forever
    But it is willingness
    Love is willing yourself to love.
    You say that you fall in love
    And fall out of love..
    Is it possible?
    SOUL MATE. Someone who are so close and understand you.
    You will never find your soul mate at the beginning.
    BUt you'll find it after SO many years you've been together.
    AND
    So many things you've been through with him.

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  2. kak ika....ingat nie, yea.. (^_~)

    love is not a feeling
    Feeling is changeable.
    If you rely on your feeling, it can’t last forever
    But it is willingness
    Love is willing yourself to love.
    You say that you fall in love
    And fall out of love..
    Is it possible?
    SOUL MATE. Someone who are so close and understand you.
    You will never find your soul mate at the beginning.
    BUt you'll find it after SO many years you've been together.
    AND
    So many things you've been through with him.

    ReplyDelete